This started out one way, about blowing off steam mostly, the we probably shouldn't do this hanging around them only making it more of a release. Eggsy's wanted Harry for ages. Started out just thinking he was fit, and got to the point where for a while the older man's been his go-to wank fantasy. Always thought there might be something there - he knows when he's caught someone's eye, not too hard to tell, but whether he can hold on to it long enough is harder.
But now it's here. Harry's here. And it's so fucking intense that even in the few desperate moments they're not kissing he can't take his eyes off him. Just them two in the world and all that bollocks. All either of them can manage to say is the other's name, and he's never heard his own sound as good as when Harry whispers it in his ear, until the hot drag of his cock gets to be too much and Eggsy's blunt fingernails dig hard into Harry's shoulders as he shudders and comes again, so hard he could swear he nearly blacks out.
There's a long silence, then. The younger man catching his breath, slumped back and staring into the middle distance, feeling boneless and fucking golden. ]
[ Harry knew there was a proper something between the two of them. He could feel and identify it from the second or third kiss. It was something he had hoped to ignore or avoid. But the act itself proved to be too much to ignore. Every move and touch sent his mind racing. As well as certain places in his chest he had hoped wouldn't be ignited again. Not in this way. Not with someone he shouldn't be with - again.
He can't bring himself to care enough to pull away. He wants so desperately to have all of Eggsy. His touch and kiss and gasping and moaning when they do manage to pull their lips apart from each other. Harry feels himself be pushed over the edge while whispering "Eggsy" against his skin. It's much more subtle than his lover's. Yet it is one of the best orgasms he's had in a hell of a long time. His whole body is left feeling as if it were away from itself. So pleased that he feels numb. He has a few more breaths than Eggsy to catch. And still he can't keep his lips off of his jaw. How he's keeping from flattening him under his weight he doesn't know. ]
[ Doesn't matter. He can't be that heavy even if he didn't bother. Eggsy gives an appreciative murmur and presses into those lips at his jaw - not so charged anymore, not all hot and needy but satisfied and comfortable. ]
Fuckin' hell, Harry...
[ He says the words at length, still a bit breathless, and for the first time he notices how much he likes saying Harry's name. ]
[ Harry smiles. A real and genuine smile, nothing like the smug looks he was giving after an earlier blowjob. The satisfaction is absolutely mutual. ]
I take it you enjoyed yourself.
[ As if there wasn't evidence of that gluing them together. Can't be assed. Not when Eggsy is still here and so kissable. He's moved on to his cheek now. ]
[ Eggsy doesn't even have the energy or will to be a little shit right now, and that's got to say something. Without thinking, he turns his head a bit, bumping Harry's nose with his. ]
[ Very telling indeed. Not nearly as telling or as sweet as the gesture he gives. Harry is a little surprised by it - it's sure to show.
That's not to say that it's not promptly returned with another nuzzle and a proper kiss. One that would linger much longer if his body still weren't overloaded from it all. ]
Finally found a way to shut you up.
[ And a kiss to the corner of his mouth because all impulse control has gone out the window. ]
[ There's this weird feeling right now like none of this counts. Like they've left real life behind for a bit and they can do what they want - Eggsy can feel his heart jump when Harry kisses the corner of his mouth like that and it's okay. In his head he knows it doesn't make sense, but it's easier just to give in to it - and fuck, he just wants to. ]
Bet you left a hell of a mark.
[ He's grinning as he stretches out his neck, looking down as if he could see it. ]
I'll remember that if you criticize my ... efforts later.
[ And now for the unfortunate and sore business of actually pulling apart. After one more sweet kiss as an apology. He could tell that he was bigger than Eggsy was used to.
Actually... Once he's pulled away and off the bed to fetch something to clean with, ]
Had you done that before?
[ Honestly curious more than anything. Eggsy's virginity was clearly long gone but the extent of that was rather unclear. And being stretched enough to take him didn't necessarily mean another person had been involved. ]
[ It's uncomfortable to say the least, but he doesn't make any more of it than pulling a face - that wrinkle in between his eyebrows deepening as it so often does. ]
[ Yeah yeah, princess. With a real herculean effort - grunt included - he reaches for the tissue and props himself up on an elbow to get cleaned up. Not a drop of shame. ]
You havin' a laugh? Could'a told me that weren't an RPG in your pocket, y'know.
[ Why yes he does think he's hilarious, why do you ask? ]
[ That earns an eyebrow wiggle that's equal parts challenge and promise - and he finds himself leaning in to meet it. Fuck it. Why try, he's fucked now either way. Probably some kind of Kingsman rule that you can't go soft on a superior. There's probably a special clause in the contract that says you specifically can't go soft on Harry. It's got to have happened before. And who's he? My Fair fucking Lady.
Hard to deny how his heart sinks thinking about it. ]
There actually wasn't anything in their contracts about affairs. It was something that a gentleman should already know - not to mix business and pleasure.
He really could not care less about anything but how perfectly Eggsy's mouth fit with his. He brought a hand up to gently run his thumb along his very strong jaw as the kiss parted again. ]
[ Eggsy breathes the word before he can even think, caught in the older man's gaze like a deer in headlights. There's a moment of regret then as it occurs to him that that's the polite thing to do, the gentlemanly thing, to offer - he should know the score by now, he should know better than to accept.
All he can think to do is offer an out. ]
Ain't Merlin gonna have somethin' to say about it?
[ He didn't need to be quite so gentlemanly when it was just the two of them.
Harry gives a shrug. ]
Less something to say and more
[ Here Harry gives his very best impression of Merlin looking up from his clipboard - which has been mimed - shaking his head with a look that's somewhere between Scotsman-about-to-fight and why-is-this-my-life. ]
[ Just the sight of Harry doing impressions has him snorting with laughter, and the fact that it's such a good one of Merlin only makes it better. Eggsy flops back, stretching out with arms above his head, reclining naked and comfortable like one of those statues.
Alright. Then he'll make the most of it while he's got it. Pretend for a while like he belongs here. ]
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This started out one way, about blowing off steam mostly, the we probably shouldn't do this hanging around them only making it more of a release. Eggsy's wanted Harry for ages. Started out just thinking he was fit, and got to the point where for a while the older man's been his go-to wank fantasy. Always thought there might be something there - he knows when he's caught someone's eye, not too hard to tell, but whether he can hold on to it long enough is harder.
But now it's here. Harry's here. And it's so fucking intense that even in the few desperate moments they're not kissing he can't take his eyes off him. Just them two in the world and all that bollocks. All either of them can manage to say is the other's name, and he's never heard his own sound as good as when Harry whispers it in his ear, until the hot drag of his cock gets to be too much and Eggsy's blunt fingernails dig hard into Harry's shoulders as he shudders and comes again, so hard he could swear he nearly blacks out.
There's a long silence, then. The younger man catching his breath, slumped back and staring into the middle distance, feeling boneless and fucking golden. ]
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He can't bring himself to care enough to pull away. He wants so desperately to have all of Eggsy. His touch and kiss and gasping and moaning when they do manage to pull their lips apart from each other. Harry feels himself be pushed over the edge while whispering "Eggsy" against his skin. It's much more subtle than his lover's. Yet it is one of the best orgasms he's had in a hell of a long time. His whole body is left feeling as if it were away from itself. So pleased that he feels numb. He has a few more breaths than Eggsy to catch. And still he can't keep his lips off of his jaw. How he's keeping from flattening him under his weight he doesn't know. ]
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Fuckin' hell, Harry...
[ He says the words at length, still a bit breathless, and for the first time he notices how much he likes saying Harry's name. ]
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I take it you enjoyed yourself.
[ As if there wasn't evidence of that gluing them together. Can't be assed. Not when Eggsy is still here and so kissable. He's moved on to his cheek now. ]
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[ Eggsy doesn't even have the energy or will to be a little shit right now, and that's got to say something. Without thinking, he turns his head a bit, bumping Harry's nose with his. ]
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That's not to say that it's not promptly returned with another nuzzle and a proper kiss. One that would linger much longer if his body still weren't overloaded from it all. ]
Finally found a way to shut you up.
[ And a kiss to the corner of his mouth because all impulse control has gone out the window. ]
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[ There's this weird feeling right now like none of this counts. Like they've left real life behind for a bit and they can do what they want - Eggsy can feel his heart jump when Harry kisses the corner of his mouth like that and it's okay. In his head he knows it doesn't make sense, but it's easier just to give in to it - and fuck, he just wants to. ]
Bet you left a hell of a mark.
[ He's grinning as he stretches out his neck, looking down as if he could see it. ]
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Harry pulls back enough to examine his handiwork and oh. Oh that is much worse than he thought it was. ]
It might even be permanent.
[ Of course it wasn't but he was in such a playful mood. When was the last time that happened without guns involved. ]
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What's worse is he can't make himself care. ]
Can't say as I'd mind.
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I'll remember that if you criticize my ... efforts later.
[ And now for the unfortunate and sore business of actually pulling apart. After one more sweet kiss as an apology. He could tell that he was bigger than Eggsy was used to.
Actually... Once he's pulled away and off the bed to fetch something to clean with, ]
Had you done that before?
[ Honestly curious more than anything. Eggsy's virginity was clearly long gone but the extent of that was rather unclear. And being stretched enough to take him didn't necessarily mean another person had been involved. ]
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You asking if I'm a virgin?
[ He grins just at the idea. ]
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A type of virgin.
[ All clean, he returns with a tissue to let Eggsy take his turn. ]
But not one completely.
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Nah. An' after you no one's gonna be askin' me that again.
[ A snort. ]
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Harry's at least distracted enough with that, brows knitting. ]
Really?
[ He knew he was large but that much so? ]
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You havin' a laugh? Could'a told me that weren't an RPG in your pocket, y'know.
[ Why yes he does think he's hilarious, why do you ask? ]
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Flattery gets you nowhere, Eggsy.
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I ain't flatterin' you, Harry. Ain't that nice.
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I suppose your manners do need more work...
[ And he finds himself leaning in for another kiss. Will he ever stop? Forecast calls for absolutely not. ]
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Hard to deny how his heart sinks thinking about it. ]
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There actually wasn't anything in their contracts about affairs. It was something that a gentleman should already know - not to mix business and pleasure.
He really could not care less about anything but how perfectly Eggsy's mouth fit with his. He brought a hand up to gently run his thumb along his very strong jaw as the kiss parted again. ]
You'll be staying tonight, won't you?
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[ Eggsy breathes the word before he can even think, caught in the older man's gaze like a deer in headlights. There's a moment of regret then as it occurs to him that that's the polite thing to do, the gentlemanly thing, to offer - he should know the score by now, he should know better than to accept.
All he can think to do is offer an out. ]
Ain't Merlin gonna have somethin' to say about it?
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Harry gives a shrug. ]
Less something to say and more
[ Here Harry gives his very best impression of Merlin looking up from his clipboard - which has been mimed - shaking his head with a look that's somewhere between Scotsman-about-to-fight and why-is-this-my-life. ]
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Alright. Then he'll make the most of it while he's got it. Pretend for a while like he belongs here. ]
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Harry moves up the bed and stays on his side to keep talking to him. ]
Merlin has no room to criticize anyway.
[ Harry, keep to yourself for just a moment. If only a moment. Stop kissing him. Although he's looking right at his lips as if he wants to. ]
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[ He grins, lifting his eyebrows. The stare at his lips doesn't go unnoticed and he lifts his chin a little bit as he talks, tempting on purpose. ]
He 'ad his eyes on the recruits as well, has 'e? Thought there was something funny about him an' that Digby.
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