[ So... Steve had never done this. He'd never done this with a woman, much less a man. Some days, he was still sort of reeling from the fact that he was into men at all. Those thoughts were usually brushed away quickly. Most people seemed fine with it these days. Being with Jarvis helped. A lot. No one on this earth was more patient and kind, seriously.
That was probably going to be pushed to the limits tonight. Steve had no idea what he was doing. None. He cold guess based on things he did with himself. Beyond that, though... He took another deep breath before finally exiting the bathroom next to Jarvis's bedroom. ]
[ In his own quiet way, Jarvis had his own concerns. While he did have experience in the bedroom, it had been quite some time since his last tumble, and he was afraid it would show. He was eager for whatever the evening might bring, but he would rather like to avoid scaring Steve off or pushing him too far. Sitting on the edge of the bed, his hands splayed out over his knees, Jarvis swore to take things at whatever pace Steve needed from him.
His determination on the matter only grew when Steve emerged from the bathroom with and uncertain expression on his face, and a distinct shortage of vocabulary. He offered up a calming smile as he studied the man in front of him. He took a breath; it was doing to be difficult to keep his promise to himself. ]
Why don't you sit?
[He made the offer and patted the space on the bed next to him.]
[ It wouldn't really make much of a difference to Steve anyway. He wouldn't know the difference. Well, he might know the difference. He could kind of figure out a few things.
Like sitting on the bed with Jarvis, for instance. That was probably a good start. He gave an embarrassed smile anyway as he joined him. ]
Yeah.
[ Steve rubbed the back of his neck as he reached around Jarvis's waist. They'd gotten this far. Kissing - lots of it - and holding. That came naturally to them now. It was the next step he was worried about. Hey, one thing at a time, Steve. Appreciate the part you do know. He presses a very soft kiss to Jarvis's lips. It's short, but it gets the point across. He really really wants this - wants him. ]
[ Any kiss from Steve was a delight as far as Jarvis was concerned, and he knew that this one held more meaning that either of them were saying. He returns the kiss with one of his own, lingering just a bit longer as his hands wander to Steve's. He held them, tracing reassuring circles along the backs.
He could have told the other man to relax, but instead Jarvis chose action over words. His lips moved with a practiced sort of grace from Steve's lips to his cheek, to just below his ear. He lingers there, sucking gently at the skin, hoping to be met with approval. ]
[ Steve took a breath while Jarvis held his hands. It'd be okay. It was just... testing the waters. Nothing was going to break. Maybe. Hopefully.
That definitely helped. Jarvis knew where to kiss to get him to relax. To be fair, he knew the same on him. They'd gotten this far before. He just. Wasn't sure where to go from here. Slow, right? That's what they talked about before.
He moved one hand to rest on Jarvis's knee. It was the only intimate place to touch that made sense. And maybe he'd start moving it up? ]
[Familiar territory was always a good place to start when taking on something new. That was the way Jarvis was thinking at least. when he felt Steve's hand on his knee he smiled against the skin of Steve's neck, where his kisses had lowered to. He moved his hand to meet his, and gently covered it. With slow and deliberate movements he guided Steve's hand higher, and then dipping between his legs where he was already beginning to harden.
All the while he murmured soft encouragements and showered Steve with kiss after kiss. He didn't mind the hesitation. If anything, it just made him more eager because it was just so perfectly him. Each step they took forward, no matter how big or small, was everything to him.]
[ Ooookay. Okay. He could do this. He could keep control. This was just Jarvis. The nicest guy anyone has ever met and he--
But he was already getting hard without being touched and wasn't that supposed to be an exception? It's so much more than that, too. This wasn't just Jarvis. This was the nicest guy anyone'd ever met and he wanted to make sure he didn't completely regret tonight.
Steve was never one to back down from fear. Swallowing thickly, he cupped his hand over Jarvis's clothed cock and began to move up and down. Slowly. Deliberately. Feeling out every detail of him, getting him harder. He dove for another kiss - a real one - without thinking. It's what he wanted to do, really. He wanted to part Jarvis's lips and taste him again while he felt him for the first time. ]
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That was probably going to be pushed to the limits tonight. Steve had no idea what he was doing. None. He cold guess based on things he did with himself. Beyond that, though... He took another deep breath before finally exiting the bathroom next to Jarvis's bedroom. ]
So.
[ Smooth, Rogers. Smooth. ]
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His determination on the matter only grew when Steve emerged from the bathroom with and uncertain expression on his face, and a distinct shortage of vocabulary. He offered up a calming smile as he studied the man in front of him. He took a breath; it was doing to be difficult to keep his promise to himself. ]
Why don't you sit?
[He made the offer and patted the space on the bed next to him.]
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Like sitting on the bed with Jarvis, for instance. That was probably a good start. He gave an embarrassed smile anyway as he joined him. ]
Yeah.
[ Steve rubbed the back of his neck as he reached around Jarvis's waist. They'd gotten this far. Kissing - lots of it - and holding. That came naturally to them now. It was the next step he was worried about. Hey, one thing at a time, Steve. Appreciate the part you do know. He presses a very soft kiss to Jarvis's lips. It's short, but it gets the point across. He really really wants this - wants him. ]
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He could have told the other man to relax, but instead Jarvis chose action over words. His lips moved with a practiced sort of grace from Steve's lips to his cheek, to just below his ear. He lingers there, sucking gently at the skin, hoping to be met with approval. ]
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That definitely helped. Jarvis knew where to kiss to get him to relax. To be fair, he knew the same on him. They'd gotten this far before. He just. Wasn't sure where to go from here. Slow, right? That's what they talked about before.
He moved one hand to rest on Jarvis's knee. It was the only intimate place to touch that made sense. And maybe he'd start moving it up? ]
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All the while he murmured soft encouragements and showered Steve with kiss after kiss. He didn't mind the hesitation. If anything, it just made him more eager because it was just so perfectly him. Each step they took forward, no matter how big or small, was everything to him.]
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But he was already getting hard without being touched and wasn't that supposed to be an exception? It's so much more than that, too. This wasn't just Jarvis. This was the nicest guy anyone'd ever met and he wanted to make sure he didn't completely regret tonight.
Steve was never one to back down from fear. Swallowing thickly, he cupped his hand over Jarvis's clothed cock and began to move up and down. Slowly. Deliberately. Feeling out every detail of him, getting him harder. He dove for another kiss - a real one - without thinking. It's what he wanted to do, really. He wanted to part Jarvis's lips and taste him again while he felt him for the first time. ]